I'm Not A Mushroom

You know I almost didn't answer
But I just had to see
If you were really still with her
'Cause this won't work until you're free

I won't stand upon a bridge that's burning
I won't dare to cross that line
Don't get me wrong it's not you
It's just somethin' I can't do
I won't stand on a bridge that's burning

Must be another lonley night
No, I won't let you stop by
You can't convince me to give in
Don't even ask me that again

I won't stand upon a bridge that's burning
I won't dare to cross that line
Don't get me wrong it's not you
It's just somethin' I can't do
I won't stand on a bridge that's burning

Believe me this ain't no fun
Wakin' up with just the sun
Knowin' you're still with someone

I won't stand upon a bridge that's burning
I won't dare to cross that line
Don't get me wrong it's not you
It's just somethin' I can't do
I won't stand on a bridge that's burning

Don't get me wrong it's not you
It's just somethin' I can't do
I won't step on a bridge that's burning

You know I almost didn't answer
But I just had to see

Now and then, I confess, you cross my mind.
Now and then I guess I have a little too much time.
I've changed my way of thinking
I've tried hard to seperate
What came too soon from what came too late

I don't think about me in terms of you
I don't think about you in terms of us
I don't think about us, in terms of love
I don't think about then in terms of now
I've found a way to start again somehow
I don't think about what we thought it was
Oh, in terms of love

I'm counting on heaven to understand
I didn't mean to go and mess up all the plans
Sometimes you know where you should go
Before you know the way
I'll bother with tomorrow
Once I've made it through today.

I don't think about me in terms of you
I don't think about you in terms of us
I don't think about us, in terms of love
I don't think about then in terms of now
I've found a way to start again somehow
I don't think about what we thought it was
Oh, in terms of love

I don't think about black in terms of grey
Or revelations in the light of day
I don't think about cold in terms of ice
or second chances happening twice

I don't think about me in terms of you
I don't think about you in terms of us
I don't think about us, in terms of love
I don't think about then in terms of now
I've found a way to start again somehow
I don't think about what we thought it was
Oh, in terms of love

sunday dress hanging on the bedroom door.
empty bottle of wine on the hardwood floor.
last night he said she was the one.
oh but men and mascara, always run.

did i give my love too soon
or wait too long?
did i take it a little too easy,
or put it on too strong?
she was looking for love,
he was looking for fun,
yeah men and mascara, always run.

she ain't getting any younger
it wasn't supposed to be this way
staring in the mirror
with little black rivers running down her face
tomorrow's gonna be a brand new day
she'll wake up in the morning,
and wash it all away..

last night he said she was the one,
oh but men and mascara always run.
yeah men and mascara, always run.

how long did it take to find this letter?
i know it wasn't right when you got home.
was it about the time you started getting hungry
and looked to see what i left on the stove.
did it ever cross your mind to even worry?
or wonder where i am, is everything alright?
know that's why i left it on your pillow
cause that's the only time i cross your mind.

i refuse to be with you and be forgotten.
so this afternoon i thought why not just roll
afterall, i'm already lonely
i might as well be lonely alone.

maybe i've become a different woman
maybe you became a different man
you wonder why i'm doing what i'm doing
well i'm not expecting you to understand
cause you had no idea this was coming
how could you when i've always just been there
but you just go on taking me for granted
and for the first time in my life
i don't care

i refuse to be with you and be forgotten
so this afternoon i thought why not just roll
afterall, i'm already lonely
i might as well be lonely alone
afterall, i'm already lonely
i might as well be lonely alone.

You're not sure that you love me
But you're not sure enough to let me go
Baby it ain't fair
You know to just keep me hanging round.
You say you don't wanna hurt me
Don't wanna see my tears,
So why are you still standing here
Just watching me drown.

And it's alright
Yeah I'll be fine
Don't worry about this heart of mine
Just take your love and hit the road.
There's nothing you can do or say
You're gonna break my heart anyway
So just leave the pieces when you go

Now you can drag out the heartache
Baby you can make it quick
You can get it over with and let me move on
Don't concern yourself with this mess you left for me
I can clean it up you see
Just as long as you're gone

And it's alright
Yeah I'll be fine
Don't worry about this heart of mine
Just take your love and hit the road.
There's nothing you can do or say
You're gonna break my heart anyway
So just leave the pieces when you go

Your not making up your mind
Is killin' me and wastin time
I need so much more than that

And it's alright
Yeah I'll be fine
Don't worry about this heart of mine
Just take your love and hit the road.
There's nothing you can do or say
You're gonna break my heart anyway
So just leave the pieces when you go

Leave the pieces when you go
Leave the pieces when you go

You never looked so good
as you did last night,
underneath the city lights,
there walking with your friend,
laughing at the moon.
I swear you looked right through me.
But I’m still living with your goodbye,
and you’re just going on with your life.

How can you just walk on by
without one tear in your eye?
Don’t you have the slightest feelings left for me?
Maybe that’s just your way
of dealing with the pain,
forgetting everything
between our rise and fall
like we never loved at all.

You, I hear you’re doing fine.
Seems like you’re doing well
as far as I can tell.
Time is leaving us behind,
(time – leaving us behind)
another week has passed
and still I haven’t laughed yet.
So tell me, what your secret is
(I wanna know, I wanna know, I wanna know)
to letting go, letting go like you did,
like you did.

How can you just walk on by
without one tear in your eye?
Don’t you have the slightest feelings left for me?
Maybe that’s just your way
of dealing with the pain,
forgetting everything
between our rise and fall
like we never loved at all.

Did you forget the magic?
Did you forget the passion?
Oh, and did you ever miss me,
and long to kiss me?
Oh baby, baby.

Maybe that’s just your way
of dealing with the pain,
forgetting everything
between our rise and fall
like we never loved at all.

I just reposted these all, because you know what - its how i feel tonight. it has nothing to do with shit. nothing has gone wrong. nothing has gone bad. i'm disgustingly happy, for the most part. but there are things i want, and i don't know where to go from here. and the one song i meant to repost happened to be with all of the rest of them.

okay.